The End or Simply The Beginning

I can't believe how I have fallen off here.
Fallen off of reading.
Fallen off of writing.

I recently heard myself saying to myself that there simply just isn't enough time.
But myself said back to myself that this is simply an excuse.
That if I really wanted to, I would find a way.

I don't want this to end.
But I don't have anything right now.
So I think a hiatus is in order.

Next week is my last class and the holidays are approaching (who would have noticed? like you need me to point that out!) and I will be on vaca from my little munchkins at the preschool.
Big things have been brewing with me on a spiritual level.
It is something so big I need time to reflect upon it.
This silence of mine has been purely mindful, somewhat meditative, and mostly reflective.
I've been thinking of you all and sending thoughts to you all out into the cosmos and hope that they make their way to you.

I think I may take this time to silence this here space and read what you all have to say.
As I have missed so much.
I may post a song or two.
Maybe a quote or a quick little story.
Otherwise I am silent and will let it flow when it is ready to flow again.

'Til then.
I'll see you.

16 ripples in the pond:

alejna said...

A break seems like a good idea. But not too long, please. I'll eagerly await your return, feedreader at the ready.

Pgoodness said...

I'll be here, checking regularly, come back when you have a moment!

thailandchani said...

I've been hearing you send out your messages and will be interested in reading about your revelations. :) You're in my Google Reader. Each time you speak, I will come by to listen.

Hope you have wonderful holidays. :)

phenom said...

Ya can't go! All the plants are gonna die!!!


flutter said...

miss you

liv said...

don't make me worry about you, baby. remember, that you're the young'un in the pack!

deb said...

I'll miss you but I understand.

Beck said...

Enjoy your break.

Magpie said...

Tabba, you deserve a break, you need a break. We'll be here when you come back. Happy Christmas!

carrie said...

You shouldn't have to force it Tabba, this is YOUR space and YOUR voice. And I will be here when you're ready to speak again.

Take care -


Becc said...


Aliki2006 said...

I'll be here too, Tabba--take the hiatus you need--I'll be thinking about you, too...

The E Home Maker said...

really nice and neat blog.

jen said...

oh wow. i go away and then so do you. i'll be checking in on you.

J at www.jellyjules.com said...

I like the occasional hiatus. Enjoy, and come back refreshed. we'll be looking forward to reading about the goings on around your way. ;)

Pamela said...

A break is always a good thing! Just jumped back from my two month lapse from the blog. I needed a breather :>) Happy Holidays!